During the same semester I meet the guy who was going to be my first boyfriend, I also had class with a guy who would end up being one of my closest friend and introduce me to others who I would become friends with. If you were to ask him - M. - he'd say that I was cold and standoffish, but really I was just shy. M. wouldn't leave me alone, to which I'm grateful for, and we became friends because of it. It became the norm for M. to have bonfires and I would meet a few of his other friends and the guy I'd one day have a crush on. But that doesn't matter right now, what does is the fact that over Christmas break he came home from college and we started hanging out again.
Of course I was extremely happy, I got to see a good friend and have some fun hanging out with him. Well before Christmas he had one of his bonfires and it was good and all but I met a girl that I learned later had a thing for our other friend T. - yes the same guy M. was trying to set me up with earlier in the year. To me, she gave of a little bit of a psycho vibe. Anyway, I had brought two other friends of mine who had been invited over and sadly we had to leave early because of one.
I didn't get a chance to see my friends again really until M. called me one day saying he wanted to throw a New Years party in my apartments' clubhouse. I didn't care and it gave me a chance to see at least some of the others again. Well before everyone got there I found out from M. that the girl who gave off the psycho vibe and T. had a make out session in which the girl started telling T. what to do.
Just to give you some side information, T. is somewhat timid/unsure around strong willed women and he definitely doesn't want to be told what to do.
So after that happened he immediately ended things with her and never wanted to see her again. I was only too happy because that meant she wouldn't be coming to the New Years party.
As the night went on, it went from good and fun to bad because of some other tenants, but I'm not going into that. After midnight people started to head home, and T. took the chance to kiss me saying he wasn't sure if he wanted to date me or not and it would help him figure it out. Initially I was happy, I mean it could mean that something could happen between us right? But once again in the sad story of my love life, he never mentioned it again and I got tired of waiting, so I just gave up and moved passed him.
With everything happening, Christmas break ended and I became closer friends with the girl M. was trying to get with and M. and T. went back to their college lives.
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